wHaT aM I tHiNkInG?

Bad day...

2008-07-23T18:27:00.005+08:00

We had an exam in statistics today. I think my answers to the questions were wrong. My solutions were wrong because I got confused on which value I should use (I don’t know if I should use 1.5 or 15). The exam is 100 points all in all. (I think I’ll get around 50% of it correct… I’m just not sure with the other 50%… L)

Tomorrow we’ll have another exam, it’s in accounting this time. It’s the second to the last quiz for the 1st half of the 1st semester (before prelims)… so I need to get a high score… After this, I’m going to review. And I think I won’t be sleeping until midnight or until around 1am again… so, I decided to do this first… (Surf the net and relax a little)

I’ll update this blog again next time. Along with my other blogs… ^_^

always problematic

2007-10-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

I’m not feeling well right now. My head I aching, we have exams tomorrow and I just found out that there are problems at home… (Home, province where my parent and brother are right now…).

Headache
Because of our final exams in PE tomorrow (physical fitness), I got home late because our group still made some steps that are to be presented for the exam… before that, we just had lots of quizzes which made my head ache and my energy level zero…

Exams
Besides our final exam in PE, we still have 2 exams after that… one in economics and the other in theology… so after instead of resting after this, I still need to review for the exam…

Problems at home
I just found out that my brother’s standing at school is not good… my father is so angry that he wouldn't talk with ether my brother or mother… I just found out because my mom told me to txt my dad and all… then to top it all, my dad texted me this… “ nanay: elo anak? Naipadala ko na nga pala sa kartero ang 50k na tuition mo. Ipinagbili na kase naming ung kalabaw natin eh… ang mahal pala kapag automotive ang course mo. Chaka nga pala wala na rin tayong alagang baboy, nipagbili na rin ng tatay mo para dun sa sinasabi mong project na N75… kasama din dun ung baon mo na 7k para sa recollection mo sa glorieta… cguro ang laking monesteryo nu…”. So I got kind of pressured because I feel like I need to have good grade so that my parents will not be disappointed…
Conclusion:
Hay! I don’t know what to do anymore… I need to think this out but I also need to review for my exams… well I’ll just have to try and give my best. I guess?
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Irog kumusta ka naman? Hay, sana di ka namomoblema… hehehe… itatawa ko nalang to… ^_^

what i'm thinking right now...

2007-09-29T16:50:00.000+08:00

Japan

When I was still a little girl, I said that I hate Japan. I hate everything about and in it. I think it’s because the time when the japanese invaded the Philippines with the reason “ASIA is for ASIAN”. I know that during those times I’m still not yet born. So if you’re asking me why I said that, I think it’s because I sympathize with people who suffered because of the Japanese during those times.

I still remember when I was young, if you ask me what I want to become when I grow up, my answer is that I want to be a doctor. Why, because I want to help the poor people. Because I think they are really misfortunate and they are the one who are being abuse. I think this is the effect of watching so many Tele-novellas during that time.

Now if you ask me today, why are you studying hard? My answer is that, because I want to finish my studies and be able to go to Japan. It is because I think Japan is the greatest Country. I think they are great because even though they lost from the war and the country was almost buried to the ground. The people did their best to be able to rise again and make their economy grow. Then I ask, “Where is Japan now?” Japan is one of the 1st world countries along with America. I think one of the factors that help made the economy of Japan “boom” is their talent when it comes to animation. They have managed to create hundreds of stories and Anime’s.

Today, I not only adore Japan and Japanese people, I also think that I 424 with one of its citizen. (Can you guess what 424 is? ^_^). To a guy who was hiding in a name that was not really his. We are in a world different from each other. We have different culture and beliefs. But just like what people always say “you can’t choose who you 424 with…” (yan may clue na…).

Maybe someday I will be able to go there, to have happy memories and good experiences to cherish, to be able to meet him and maybe know him much better. For now all I can do is study hard and then find a work that is suitable for me, so that someday my dreams will be fulfilled.

hay...

2007-09-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

The final exam is fast approaching, lots of new lessons to review…

So many projects to submit and lots of quizzes to accomplish…

Need to do all the activities, listen attentively to the discussions…

Finish the assignments that are assigned to you and be able to answer in the recitation…

Those are the things that I need t do to be able to pass this semester… ^_^

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I think my life is boring… do you have any idea how to make my life colorfull? i'm open for suggestions... hahaha ^_^

boring...

2007-09-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

i’m watching pocket monster right now (pokemon)… it’s the movie where the legendary pokemon Lugia showed up and save the world from destruction… (I think?) It just started and I’m really bored so I decided to surf the net first… ^_^

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Irog magparamdam ka naman…. Mga friends magparamdam naman kayo… nalulungkot na ako… T_T

prelim grade...

2007-09-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

I think my prelims grades are not good… my grade ranges from 3-2… I don’t know what to do anymore… they are not really satisfying…

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Waaa! Irog, d ko na alam gagawin ko… advice naman dyan kung nababasa mo na to… para akong mababaliw na!

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BAKLA- BAbaeng nasa Katawan ng LAlake… (hehehehe… sabi ng classmate ko yun daw and meaning nun… ^_^)

Last Day...

2007-08-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

SA WAKAS!

last exam for the prelims: cleared!

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The exam started at 8:00 am and finished at exactly 9:00… its really confusing… the exam was 100 items all-in-all… and all of the questions were applications… so I think even though you memorize all the definitions and formulas, if you don’t know how and when to use them, you wont be able to answer the test… after the exam, my day is not finish yet… we (my classmates in PE) had a practice for our practical test in PE, which will be on Tuesday, and decided to wonder around I the campus… I think my other classmates decided to go to the mall… (TRINOMA to be exact… Triangular North Mall... ^_^) …

Now I’m at home doing this at exactly 10:36 am…

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I think my mom and older brother are going here in Manila to visit us… (My mom, dad and older brother leave in the province…-pampanga-…) my younger sister is going to perform later in school so they (am I going to come???) will go and watch her…. As for me I don’t know if I’ll go with them… it depends if I’m going to be hit be “my” laziness syndrome… hehehe….

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Well I guess I got to go now… my stomach is complaining (really hungry)…. I took my breakfast at around 6 am… its no wonder that I’m already hungry… I usually eat every 3 hours… (-laugh- ^_^)

-till next time… ^_^

centi mode...

2007-08-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hay! D ko alam ang gagawi ko… walang pasok pero bukas may exam naman… dapat kase nagrereview ako ngayon eh. Kaya lng d ako makapag concentrate at nakakatamad.

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Baket kaya pag may gusto ka, ung gusto mo na yon, yun pa yung hindi mo makuha? nakaka frustrate tuloy.. kaya wala ka na lang magawa kung di tumingin mula sa malayo, kahit na di sayo ok lng, ang mahalaga nakikita mo… hay! Feeling ko, kahit ano gawin ko wala parin kwenta… nakakawalang pag-asa… sabi ko nga kung mawawala siguro “yun” ‘magugunaw’ ang mundo ko… hahaha (corny)… pero seriously, feeling ko kase ngayon dun lang umiikot mundo ko… kaso wala naman ako magagawa, kase nga sino ba ako? C Malou lang naman, d kilala ditto mundo… walang maipag-mamalake… isang ordinaryong tao…

So I can’t do anything except to accept the fact that no matter what I do, I won’t be able to get what I want and what I dream about… I can hope, dream and even fantasize… but except for this things, I can’t do anything else…

tired...

2007-08-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

nothing to do...

Our prelims is still not finish... because of the strong typhoon the administrators decided to postponed classes and exam as well... our last exam is schedule on august 24... I still need to review hard because I think I didn't do well in my previous exams...

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Reading fanfiction right now to relax myself… after this, I will have to review again… (I’m getting tired of this… T_T)

update.... pang ilan na?

2007-08-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

Update…

Biology long exam… really hard… I need to review for our prelims exam… that will be next week and I need to review hard to get high grade…

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Hay, sana may brain ako ni Aristotle… para matataas mga grades ko… ung genius ang dating… hehehe… pangarap… ^_^

hello!

2007-08-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

Hello!
The school gave us 2 days vacation… so last Friday and Saturday, we didn’t have classes…

Tomorrow we’ll be having a long exam in biology… really scary… hehehe… then the never-ending recitation in Philosophy… again scary…

Our preliminary exam is fast approaching… it will be on august 13-18… I’m really nervous…

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It’s MY BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!! August 6… hay… I’m getting old na…

(Sa mga friends ko out there… pasensya na walang libre ngayon… low budget eh… next time nalang… hehehe… ^_^)

August na!

2007-08-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

First day of august… nothing really happen today… just the usual routine during Wednesday…

Tomorrow we’ll be having a “recollection”... I don’t know what we’ll do but in the previous year (in high school) during recollection there was a speaker and you kind of listen to what he/she is saying and reflect… I’ll just see what will happen tomorrow…

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I’m listening to Gackt Camui’ssong right now…I think the title is “Returner”… nice song… ^_^

update 3

2007-07-31T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today’s Update

Day 42 of school year 2007-2008: finish!

Hehehe… another day… we had an exam in Math this afternoon… I don’t know the result yet… then we didn’t have any class after that because of our library orientation… ^_^

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I just found out that I have classmates in PE with the same addiction as mine… (ANIME)… it was really fun chatting with them… ^_^

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I’m currently watching Detective Conan right now… really nice… =)

update 2

2007-07-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

Hello! Nothing good happened today. Just the presentation in biology…

I dropped by the tomasinotaku org room this afternoon… I was not able to attend the general assembly last July 21. So I just dropped by there to know details about the org…

We will have another exam tomorrow… I feel really exhausted…

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Do you know where this line came from? “itsumademo kimi dake wa, lawaranaide soba ni ite, boku no ude de dakishimeta toki kara, kono yokan ni kizui takara….” ^_^

wasn't able to update...

2007-07-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

I was not able to update yesterday because my mommy decided that we go home to the province… so after classes, instead of going home in our house in manila we went hope to the province nalang… (Pampanga)…

So what happen last Saturday in my classes?
The expected recitation in Filipino did not happen… for some reason our teacher was absent… hehehe… so in my other subject we had discussions…

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So tomorrow, I think the daily routine will happen, the recitation in philosophy, the discussion in biology (I think we have a play in biology, I am suppose to act as a molecule… hahaha), another discussion in English and in history? I think also discussion… ^_^

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I’m watching “God? Save our King” right now… really funny… ^_^

update nanaman?!

2007-07-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yay! Late update today… after school I immediately went home because its my auntie’s birthday today… unfortunately after changing, I only intended to rest but then feel a sleep… I just woke up actually…

Okay, so for the things that happen to me today… the expected 100 points or nothing exam really happen and I think I have a wrong answer… so I expect that the result of my exam is not good… T_T… then the rest of my class we had discussions… except for our last subject which is History… our teacher is absent so our president decided to just let us go home early…

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Tomorrow we’ll be having a recitation in Filipino…. Hope that I will be able to answer what our teacher will ask me… ^_^

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Mga friend na mimiss ko na kayo!!! Gusto ko na kayo Makita…. T_T

what happened today?

2007-07-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today… we just had discussion… tomorrow we’ll have an exam in philosophy… another tricky exam… I just hope that I will be able to answer the questions correctly…

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It’s my aunt’s birthday tomorrow… I want to great her a “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” … I hope that we’ll have a nice day tomorrow… ^_^

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I’m watching “detective conan” right now… my lil sis bought a CD... I think it’s because she always miss it when it’s being aired in the television… I’m persuading her in buying “ginban kaleidoscope”… I always miss it in the television and I really want to watch it… hehehe… till next time…
Ja Ne!

update!

2007-07-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

hello! We didn’t have any recitation in philosophy today… instead our prof gave us a quiz… is a 100 point or nothing quiz… only 1 answer and it’s either yes or no… nerve wrecking actually… I don’t really know what to answer… in the end I answered NO… then during history class I was called in recitation… I think my answer is incorrect…

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I would like to great my “DADDY MIKKO YAP” a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy birthday! Hope that you will have a nice and happy day… ^_^

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I think we will have a discussion in all my subject tomorrow… I just hope that there wont be any surprise test… ^_^

tOdaY's UpdaTe...

2007-07-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

Economics exam no. 2: CLEARED

Another finish exam… I was really nervous before the test, maybe that’s because I didn’t have enough time to review… yesterday after editing my blog, I was suppose to review but then I fell a sleep… then when I woke up I realize I have PE classes and need to go to school early… during PE class we have to practice the gymnastic move??(Position)… it was really exhausting… 1 hour left before the test in ECO (PE class is from 9-11)… I spent the next 30 minutes changing and eating… then the remaining 30 minutes for review… I just hope that despite not being able to review well, I will still get a passing(katangap-tangap) grade…

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After this I still need to read for philosophy… I just hope that I won’t fall asleep (again)… (At hindi Bumagsak sa recitation bukas!!!!)...hehehe... ^_^

crazy!!!

2007-07-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

We will be having another test tomorrow… Chapter 3 in economics… I’m having a headache everyday because of reading and reading… I don’t really know what to do… maybe I need to have some motivations? The problem is that I don’t know “what” or “who” my motivation will be…

Just need to think harder… hahaha

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(pwede po ba sabihin nyo sakin kung ano ang gagawin ka?! Kase parang mababaliw na po ako… d ko alam gagawin ko… hahaha)

japanese culture...????

2007-07-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

I just finished doing my assignment in biology… so since we have test in history tomorrow, I decided to update early and then review for history… my sister is listening to the songs of Gackt Camui right now… I think the title is “Returner”…

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I went to the school library this afternoon, (well if you still don’t know, I’m really fascinated about the Japanese Culture… I think it’s really cute, with the tea ceremony and flower arrangement thing…) so obviously when I have time, I read about them... I dropped by the library this afternoon and read something about it… I was hoping I will be able to go to Japan someday… ^_^

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well till next time... cioa...

wHaT aM i tHiNkInG... 3

2007-07-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow we’ll be having an exam in “theology”… so I have to review later… I forgot to drop by our guidance office a while ago… its because the weather is bad so I just decided to go home… maybe tomorrow I will have the time, that is if I’m not going to be depress about the test… well I’ll just see what I can do tomorrow…

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Can anyone please answer this… “Why is it that there are “high and mighty” people in this world? (The rich or celebrity people…)”

2007-07-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello!

It’s been a while... ^_^

I have a vacant time today so I decided to drop by and update… bought a new book yesterday, it was entitled “morning, noon and night”. It was written by Sidney Sheldon… I just finished reading it. It’s a nice story…

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I was not able to focus properly again yesterday during our class… it is because my mind keeps on wondering to somewhere else… I cant really remember where, all I know is that I’m not really listening to my professors… so this afternoon I decided that I’ll go to our guidance councilor maybe next week and ask her to give me a psychological test… maybe I can find out what is wrong with me.. hahaha… ^_^

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Do you think I’m depressed or something? ^_^

hello!

2007-07-05T09:04:00.000+08:00

i just decided to update before i go to school...

i am reading my book in economics right now... the topic is something about "demand and supply"... we will have a discussion about this later... i just hope that i will be able to answer what my teacher is going to ask me..

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i hope that Gackt had a nice day yesterday...

they launched his personal website yesterday... try visiting it... ^_^

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god bless...

another day...

2007-07-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GACKT!!!!!

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I’ve got nothing to say today… I can’t think of anything… I’m just here in front of the computer typing this while listening to the song hikari of kingdom hearts…

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I’ll just try to update again 2morow…. ^_^

Have a nice day… ^_^

what am i thinking... 2

2007-07-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Another day had passed… another episode was added to my history… everything that will happen in your lifetime is part of your story… even though they are happy memories, sad, annoying, irritating, frightening, boring etc… they are still part of your memories… each one of them helped in making you who you are now… so we should all treasure each one of this memories… ^_^

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Just want to great Gackt Camui a “Happy happy Birthday!!!!....” ^_^

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Have a nice day!

this is it!

2007-07-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

this is it!

my test in philosophy is today... shocks! im really nervous... this is my first exam in college... i just hope that i will get a passing mark...

pray for me plzzz... hehehe...

what am i thinking 1....

2007-07-01T18:46:00.000+08:00

hello!

i decided to update this blog before i review for our test in philosophy tom.

right now I am thinking about my favorite jrock/pop singer... (gackt camui)... he really has a great voice... i hope that someday i will be able to meet him in person... (hahaha)

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my sister is watching "a Walk to remember" right now... its a nice story... ^_^